The truth is I wanted us to be now. I care for you and I don’t want to because it feels like my heart walking around outside my body. It’s not fair because you did truly make me happy. I hope I did that for you too and I hope you realize this soon before it too late. The truth is also I don’t think I’ll really truly move on from you.
There is no need for you to leave the house. Stay at your table and listen. Don’t even listen, just wait. Don’t even wait, be completely quiet and alone. The world will offer itself to you to be unmasked; it can’t do otherwise; in raptures it will writhe before you.